i've got 2 days of MC , XD

i got 2 days of MC , YAHOOOOOOOOO ! finally skipped math , sci & MT today / tomoro . but i must be left out for maths =.= science is like a freak . i hate this teacher , & she commented on me " scary " . no other word arh ? think im an alien issit ? ! freak , she always pick on me . think i should kill her to end the story . argh lol next topic , i blogged about many times siol .

actually , i got nothing much to blog about . yesterday watched Harry Potter . okay lah , rate it 3.5 / 5 , it's not that satisfying tho . so far , i find Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire the most entertaining one :D heeeee & erm , wanna talk about Micheal Jackson now . Okay i know im like too late to talk about him now but you'know what ? i still thinks he is NOT DEAD & is still in this world . & yet , he is more famous after he had died , wtf =.=

i feel like wanna give up on studying :/ i've got no mood / passion for studies . im getting dumb & stupid & more things are being squeezed in my brain . i can see that im the most lazy-est in my class . im totally left out . you'know like erm , all my classmate is at pasir ris then im still at choa chu kang . you know that kind of far difference ? argh , then , this teacher ( again ) did nag at me for failing this subject & i know every teacher would do that . but , when teachers nag at me for failing , it makes me have lesser courage to work harder . it's like pulling me down instead of trying to buck me up :/ why teachers dont say something like " hey , what's wrong ? why you're not doing well ? is there anything that bothers you ? do you need help ? " you know that kind of question instead of sudden screaming " YOU ARE NOT GOOD & YOU'RE SO POOR IN YOUR STUDIES ! " pfffffft . maybe i should turn to my classmate for help , instead of the teachers . && i come to school for the sake of coming to school . yeah i can tell ya that im gonna bring home a shitty result at the end of year & at the end of my secondary school life ! :X