every single school days i woke up at 5.15 in the morning .
every single school days i need to force myself to make my way to school from BEDOK .
every single school days i spend 1hour15min to school , 1hour15min back home .
every single school days i spend 3hours of my life going to/fro school .
i HATE math & POA , i HATE numbers , but i do LOVE $$$MONEY$$$
i dislike bringing back work from school that is needed to be done becausssse . . .
i know high chances i wont complete it & will do other unnecessary things instead .
i MUST NEED & FORCE MYSELF to be asleep by 9.15pm , in order to sleep 8hours =.=

everytime i woke up , i would go - " TTTTSSSSSKKKKK ! HALERMAK "
everytime im on my way to school - " *YAWNS* AAAARRRGGGHHH ! "
everytime ive reached school i would go - " UUUURRRGGGHHH FCUK "
everytime i get homeworks i would go - " WTF ARGH SHIT "

i need to manage my time well . i need to cut down on the time i spend bathing , but this goal is kinda impossible for me to "achieve" . im that type of person who spends at least 45mins , at most 1hour15mins every single time i bath . tsk , everyday im so tired . every single morning i need to drink coffee to make myself awake for lessons .

i totally hate my school life . i dont have passion in studying & i cant seem to develop that "passion" . my studies TOTALLY SUCK ! i fail almost all of the subjects . i think i deserve to be in Normal Acad or Normal Tech . then , i dont really socialize with my schoolmates . i just cant seem to communicate with them , even with my close friends in my class . nowadays i dont know what to talk about with any of them & just shut my goddamn mouth . people say hi to me , i only smile & didnt say hi back or something =.= so not friendly huh me ? i just have a thinking that i really dont like my school , my schoolmates are just some random strangers & overall it sucks for me . im kinda a loner in school , sometimes its good but sometimes it kinda sucks , big times . now im starting to miss my other friends more & more & MORE . aaahhh mane korgggg ? ! FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY PLEASE COME FASTER !

gggaaaahhh seriously seeing all the faces in my school makes me feel like im gonna faint soon . hhmmppfff , i think because of this it makes me always eat & eat & eat . i ate too much chocolates today , EEE OMG TRANS FAT IN MY BODY IS INCREASING . omgosh better stop eating chocolates this month . ouh well , i guess what's that been keeping me ineterested in school is my CCA , hahahahahahahahah XD tomoro JAZZ ! hehehehe

okayyyyhhh its 12.10am now & im not asleep yet =.=
one day , i think i might just burst out everything that
ive been keeping to myself . . .